Holly Wood Died

I think I love this boy...But I don't think he loves me back. He talked to me today for the first time in a long time. It was niceish. If he would've hugged me, that would've been wayy better...

I've kind of given up on being with the other guy. He just doesn't seem to like me or even know that I exist. My youth advisers say I'm looking for love in all the wrong places. Maybe they're right...

I love being single, but I hate not being with someone. Wow...That makes no sense at all...

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T-Bell

I made a big mistake today. I really wish I hadn't gone to lunch with the seniors today. I really wish I had just stayed in the class. I feel really bad...I really hope I didn't get in troube...

Will You Be My Wings?

Why doesn't he want me? I'm cute. I'm funny. I'm smart. Why dosen't he want me? He's probaly really stupid or something. At least that's what my dad says...I don't know. Maybe he's not right for me. But I feel so good when I'm around him. Like, I'm in a happy little bubble and the only way it pops is when he walks away. I don't see him as often as I would like, and that really sucks. At least he used the picture I took of him as his facebook profile picture...

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True Loves First Kiss

I wrote this so please please please don't steal it!!


"I love you!" I screamed at Alex as he walked away from me in the parking garage. My words echoed and bounced around the empty garage. He turned slightly. Tears were rolling down my cheeks.

"You what?" He asked, walking back towards me. His face was hard, and I was afraid to answer him.

"I...I love you," I half whispered. I choked back a sob as he backed me into a corner. My legs were shaking and I almost fell to the ground. Supporting myself against the wall, I mustered up the courage to look up at him. I looked straight into his dark brown eyes and proclaimed my love for him once more. He raised his hand up. I ducked, thinking he was going to hit me. But instead of a slap, I felt him caress my cheek, wiping away the tears that were still streaming down my face.

"Elizabeth, you are my only one. I could never live without you," Alex said, his face hovering just inches above my own.Alex's once hard face was now soft and his eyes sparkled as he looked down at me. My chest was heaving, I had no idea what to do. He closed the gap between us, invoking true loves first kiss.


I might add more, but I don't know. Please comment if you like it, I would really like from feedback.

Firewater

Why is it that everytime I get intrested in a guy, the guy either has a girlfriend or doesn't like me at all. The only time that hasn't happned is kinda sorta right now, because I haven't told anyone about him. He's a really great guy, but he's just going though a lot right now. The other guy I think I like I'm pretty sure has a girlfriend. He's really cool too. I'm gonna see Girlfriend Guy tomorrow at church, and I'll see the other one at school and we're gonna hang out next weekend. I'm stoked about that. But...I don't know. I guess I'm just really lonely and I just want to be with someone...

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My Deathbed

Geez. It's Saturday night and I'm home....again. Man. When am I gonna get my act together and get myself a guy to be with on Saturday nights. That's like, one of the reasons I want to get back into a relationship. But I don't wanna get hurt again. I've been hurt too many times and I don't want it to happen again. Maybe I'll start hanging out with the kids from youth group. They're nicer to me than half the kids at school. I'm only buying gifts for 3 of my friends this year. Last year, it was like, 12. What has happened to me???

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