I miss everyone so much. No one at my school likes me, which really sucks. Everyone that I had made a connection with at Con is like, 5 hours away. I feel like the only place where I feel like I belong is at church and at Con cause I don't have to put a face on and I don't have to act a certin way. I can just be my self and I know nothing will happen and no one will look at me like I'm a feak. I can not wash my hair and not wear makeup for a weekend, and no one is gonna care. I didn't wear make up today, just because I didn't really feel like it. I honestly think that I won't be in a serious relationship until I'm in my 30s just because people don't like me. If I were to act myself, I would have less friends then I already do.
I think I'm gonna do some yoga later, that'll help me...I hope...
Be Kind To People
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